A major problem many people have is the inability to draw distinctions between one thing and another. This is especially true when the separation between two things are gradated. To simplify the problem, most people resign to black and white distinctions, this or that, tearing things apart that are inherently interwoven together into what they perceive as separate strands. It’s as if they believe doing so will magically reveal all that which created the thing in the first place. But they are misguided, at best, and purposefully destructive at worst.
Many things about me are more than the sum of my parts. While it is certainly possible to break these parts away from one another, doing so reveals information only about my constituent parts in their new, isolated context. I should know; I continually undergo this exercise as part of watching myself growing older.
Possibly the saddest of things to fail to distinguish in my opinion are the emotional paradoxes brought on by sexual fantasy. It creates a situation where most people structure their relationships around their fantasies, when they should be structuring their fantasies around their relationships.
Trinity said it another way:
I was honestly flummoxed (though not surprised) when he didn’t understand. Wouldn’t it be better for someone to accept your service because you’re you than because you’re a boy?
I mean, I get the whole “I’m just one of many, depersonalized, a number in a harem” as sexual fantasy. But the guy in question is so obsessed with asserting he’s not talking about fantasy when he is… that befuddles me.
Fantasy is fine and great, when clearly marked.
For other men it is just another sort of hot sex fantasy. But they don’t know how to distinguish the source of the thrill from actuality.
A couple of women have based lucrative careers on promoting this: Sutton, Abernathy.
And there is a legion of telephone prodommes who invoke the rhetoric as a means of attracting clients.
Unfortunately, the rhetoric is sexually exciting at first glance and too few people are trained in the skills required to control their own immediate gratification to put thought into their emotions and see the rhetoric’s flaws.
Inequality turns me on. As a result of that, I enjoy fantasies of female superiority over males when I’m feeling like submitting to feminine authorities. Long have I had dreams, like most submissive men, of being objectified and degraded because of pieces of my identity: my gender, my physical attributes.
Some fantasies are quite vivid. I remember one from when I was barely a teenage boy (maybe 13 or so) of being captured by a race of women who kept me bound in a dark cave (where there were other such helpless male victims in abundance) with a substance similar to super powerful spider’s webbing and whose only contact with me would be to feed me food and drink and occasionally come to “collect” my ejaculate. A classic fantasy, really, undoubtedly from the mind of a youth twisting science fiction imagery to suit his preferred sexual expression.
As I grew older, I maintained the same fantasies, but the imagery changed somewhat. Instead of science fiction, I more often used personal experiences as fuel. As I was more-or-less in school at the time, school-grounds were a favorite locale where the girls (and sometimes certain boys) could take sexual advantage of me in all manner of creative ways. The image above has been a favorite source of this kind of fantasy for many years now.
In that way, I enjoyed the fact that I was as skinny as a twig and frightfully anemic. My sexual fantasies of being overpowered actually dissuaded me from taking care of my body and ensuring my own health back then.
That’s the kind of inability to distinguish fantasy from reality that I’m talking about. When it’s so personal, as that is, and when you crave something so much, as I did, you don’t want to let reality get in the way of your fantasies. There’s not anything wrong with trying to live in reality more elements of your fantasies. I do that all the time. But I’m only successful when I take reality into account.
Doing anything else is foolhardy.